I love reading blogs and answers sa forums na sinalihan ko man o hindi, almost every night before going to sleep. Nakaka-relax kasi aside from reading books or watching movies, plus I learn a thing or two about people, place, current events, and all. This time, I've read something about a wish for his lola. Nakaka-touch kasi... Although, I didn't know and read about the wish for her, I just assume that his wish is meaningful or could be helpful for what his lola is going through. Kasi dun sa particular na forum na 'yun nagpapasalamat na sya kahit hindi natupad 'yung wish nya, he probably knows na medyo suntok sa buwan and sadly, his lola just died when he did that post... :(
Made me think about "wishing". No matter what age bracket we're in, we all wish for something to happen or for someone to be with. We can't help it, it's a natural thing and it's free :). We do it on a wishing well, on a church the first time you visit that particular church, dandelions and falling stars. Growing up on a very superstitious family made me believe on those things that could help us have or achieve anything that our heart's desire. Although most of them don't come to reality it wouldn't matter kasi it's a wish. When I was a kid, I believe that a falling star or just a star could make my wish come true. I think because being in the sky and all made me feel that it can do wonders in making my wish reach God. I even memorize the chant for that: "Star light, Star bright. First Star I see tonight. Wish I may. Wish I might. Make my dream come true tonight..." It even ended on the invitation for my debut. That's how big of a star fan I’am and butterflies, of course.
Month of September is very special to me. Not because 14th of this month was special way back... well FYI it still is. lol (for those who can remember, congratulations! pls. keep ur mouth shut.). Why? this time, "my stars", appears so bright. I named them "Tres Marias" because they three stars that are very align with each other. I dont know if they are part of the big dipper or small dipper, I dont care anyway, all i know is that they are my self-appointed stars. It's not hard to find them this time of the year kasi nga they're in their brightest. Unfortunately, hindi ko na sila masyadong makita ever since lumipat ako ng bahay because of buildings and stuff. But I know, nandyan na sila. And I can't wait to see them this weekend when I come home sa Cavite and make my wish on them. I don't feel stupid wishing on them. They are after all my stars and sometimes it feels very good sending your wish to the void just to get them out of your system. Matupad man o hindi, it doesn't matter. Looking up at them is rewarding na for me, granted wish will be a very generous bonus.
Wala pa naman natupad or hindi ko lang napansin na natupad, makakalimutin kasi ako eh. No, hindi pa ako ulyanin. Masyado na kasi madami para maalala ko silang lahat. Still, I love wishing on them and of course, praying to God and working on that wish is still the best thing I could do to make it come true.
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Kinikilig ako... Coz I just remember kung sino yung kauna-unahang taong sinabihan ko, na hindi ko kadugo, about my stars... OMG! Oh well, I'll just dream about you na lang... honey ^_^
